Dreams…I always dream about something. Something which will always pursue me. I don’t know what it is, but…I keep running…running…and running. In fear, I am, fear of something that pursue me. I try to hide but it will find me. I try to fight but it always win. I try to stop but it’s still pursue me. Why do I always dream like this? What is it that push me to run? What is it that I fear?…………
May be…the questions can be answered…by myself…
Time…it is something that I spent without realizing how precious it is. "Tomorrow then" I tell myself many times…each day passed and nothing in myself that goes forward. Am I dead? No…not yet…and why I still running in the same place at the same time while everybody else goes somewhere I can’t reach. Am I an idiot?…may be. Many life lessons I took but I won’t remember…what an idiot I am…
May be…time itself keeps stalking me…I’m too afraid to confront it…
Life…it’s a wonderful thing that god created for everyone…but…sometimes I think I should end this life…but…I’m just a coward…I don’t have a courage to do…Is that thing need courage to do…or does it actually called courage? I do not know…I don’t know anything…I’m just an idiot. Well, what am I doing?……
May be…I should stop now and do something else…
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to stop being an idiot…
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